i’m so numb..
sigh…i just feel that i’m not making any impact anymore..sometimes i have a hard time falling asleep..thinkin bout how you are slipping away from me, but at the same time i feel that you love me so much..i am confused.. i thought that it was said, you were to stay away from trouble..i just think i’m a sucker when it comes to love..isn’t it when you love someone, you only love that person… i just feel that there is competition now..when there should not be..i am just tired of being silent, not saying a word of what i feel…i don’t know why i am even writing, there is nothing that is changing anyway..so i figured to give it a try..i’m just tired of thinking and being upset and bottling it up..soo yeah
